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What I Did For Love

~-*^*-~

Anything Is Possible
By Kristine Sa
04 . 22 . 01

A crumpled leaf fell from the ground
and landed on a tree.
A drop of rain rippled through the sky,
it had fallen from the sea.
An owl closed his eyes at ten,
and slept throughout the night.
A touch of water kissed a wick,
and lit the candle bright.
Who talks of the impossible?
I say they should wake up.
For bees can very well be stung
by baby buttercups.
Truth is nothing but a lie,
and reality is a dream.
Once awaken, you'll find the world
Is not to what it seems.
To every rule made in life,
an exemption is conceived.
Anything is possible, if only you believe.

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Roadtrip to Northern Cali!

Since this was like my fave memory from my whole summer vacation... I've decided to remember it, blog it, and share it ^0^ it's amazing how it's like a month after and yet as I type,  I'm remembering it all exactly as I experienced it n.n-v

Friday, August 4th  ~  Tuesday, August 8 2006



Day 1 the first adventure

Okay... so I went to bed thinking,  "WOooHoOo!! I'm going on vacation!!" but here I am at 6:00am lying dead in bed thinking, "UGH! I WANT MORE SLEEP!" I was NOT a happy camper XP! Eventually, I managed to be ready by 7:00am and that's when my aunt and uncle arrived. We hurriedly ate breakfast and loaded the rented van (that was a comfy, big van lol!), fitting 7 people and our junk in there then ROADTRIP!

One hour... two hours... o god 3 three hours went by... and that's when we stopped by a restaurant/inn to have lunch ^0^ I think it was called... "Harris Ranch" Nice looking cowboy pics dressed the walls  and the couches were made w/ real cow hide @.@ A lotta the things were western cowboy oriented. I was sOoO facinated by the REAL animal heads hanging on the walls... I was thinking, "this looks like mid-west meets southern decore!" o.o;; There was an elk head, wild boar head, loverly stag head, moose head... OH! and an awesome
bull head hanging on the same eating room we were at! They were pretty huge heads too... I must have been really strange... standing there... analyzing these heads and thinking to myself, "those must've bene really LARGE animals cauz damn... those r big heads" @.@;; I both fear and look forward to the moment I c a moose up close O.o!! The walls were also covered w/ framed pictures of all of the awards the restaurant has won and pictures of its history. EVERY SINGLE PART OF THE WALLS WERE COVERED! That's a lotta framed pics x.x; After eating my loverly... wat did I eat? (some kinda sandwich xD!) we went to the lil gift shop! YAY! I found a music audio sampler and listened to a CD called "Celtic Mystique by Howard Baer" It was pretty w/ the calming flute and light tones playing ^^ (I think I'll buy it ;D) They had a really nice restroom decore too o.o OOOK! So then we left and went baq on the road.

Two hours and 30 mins passed before we reached Redwood City. First we checked out the place where my cuzzin's wedding will be at (that's the main reason y the family decided to have a mini stay up there ^0^) then we went to the
Crown Plaza hotel ! IT WAS BEAUTIFUL n HUGE! I was so excited to be staying here! There was an inside waterfall at the far end of the hotel lobby that created a mini river and pond area for the coy fish! A mini bridge overlooked the lil river. This lil lobby area was surrounded by several sitting booths, umbrella tables, fake BUT realistic palm trees (and other tropical plants), a nice lil bar ;o and two elevators w/ clear windows that overlook the whole gorgeous lobby! OH OH! When I entered my hotel room ... there was a STEREO w/ a CD PLAYER sitting at the bedstand ^0^!!!! The tv had satellite programing so we had lotsa channels! And out the window... truth behold, my view was the loverly lobby LOL!! I remember spying on a group of adults that were having a drinking party all nite in the sitting booths LOL! So I unpacked a lil, rested a lil, and watched Sleepy Hollow a lil... then it was dinner time ^0^

We ate at the Japanese restaurant close to the lobby. AwWwW! There was a kyute azn waiter boy who waited us along w/ some woman who I think was his mother. I think the family ran it o.o I dunno for sure but it seemed like it :o He was kyute in the shy but friendly sorta way lol! I bet u he's a college student! So after happily eating my teriyaki chicken/ gyoza/ california rolls tricombo meal... it was bedtime ^0^ BUT! I didn't sleep just yet XD I was much too excited! My aunt phoned my room up and asked if we wanted to walk around a bit and I gladly accepted... I wanted to explore the hotel!! So off we went... my lil sis, my aunt, and I... roaming floor by floor... till we saw a lil overhead room area o.o I saw ppls moving around w/ a tv in the background... silly me thought it was a gameroom XD! BWAHAHHA! It turned out to be a fitness room o.o!! So I tampered w/ the many machines... don't know wat they're quite called but I knew how to use them xD We stayed till lil punks raided the area -.-!! We finally went to our bedrooms to go sleep! After taking a light shower... I climbed up the COMFY, warm bed and slept soundly listening to Shinhwa and random korean music ^0^ while crazy adults drank their hearts out n laughed in the lobby just outside...

... O yea! we stopped by STANDFORD on the way. IT WAS PRETTY!! The outside looked like a typical university campus area but the place that facinated me the most... was the chapel (or church... it was HUGE @.@)  There was a huge organ at the top baq of the wall on a overhang/ balcony setting!! o.O I was like... wow that thing's BIG... must be loud @.@; I was briefly reminded of Phantom of the Opera for some strange reason looking a the organ x.X; The walls were dressed with beautiful paintings of Bible stories and saints... simply "picturesque" s2! They had such vibrant and detailed paintings! TOO LOVELY FOR WORDS! The high dome ceiling w/ intricate carving details added to its brilliance. Even the altar had a nice layout. O yea... the place was adourned w/ a lovely golden color. So pretty! I want to go baq there again n.n-v

Day 2  the wedding
too be continued...

edit:  nvm lol!  too lazy to remember last summer >:D!


My Psychopathic Best Friend

This is dedicated to Ashley and to me and my entertainment XD!

So most of u know my best friend Ashley right? If not ... then it's probably becauz i call her "ne-chan" instead of her real name XP She's the "crazy, loud black girl" (as she so fondly calls herself :o!) who's in most of my pics lol ok so neways... I'm here to document and tell to u one of the crazy antics she's pulled x.X; (mainly cauz it's a fond-scary-never-to-forget-sorta-moment that needs to be remembered x.x)

Ok so being the best buddy that she is, ne-chan comes to my house with food :D! becauz i'm sick and lonely becauz everyone's at school while i'm still in vacation :o! So we're eating and watching several movies at the same time, when i get up and go to my kitchen to get tea. I notice my asian neighbor boy across the street, washing his car. I thought it'd be interesting to point this out to ne-chan... knowing her reaction. OOOMMMGGGGG! I didn't think she'd actually do wat she did LOL!!! I thought she'd just spy out the window and blab her commentary about him but noooo...

It started that way when she called him fugly (I was like "waaat that's so mean!" she used her sarcastic wierd-faced voice thou so it's all good lol) but later on in the day she called him "adorable"! WTH woman make up ur mind XP! Then she tells me "OoOOO! Can I go ask him to wash my car?! OOOO! I'm going to ask him!" OF COURSE she doesn't mean it like slave labor >____> she just wants to "talk to him" decoded as "scare him" ... poor boy ;-;

Being the sane one, I practically had to slam,guard, keep shut the front door, DRAG/HOLD on to her when she tried to run out my "inside" garage door, slap her hands away from the garage opener, all while reasoning w/ her to leave the poor boy alone @.@! I WAS ACTUALLY DRAGGED ALONG THE FLOOR, well i did have my share of dragging too WOHOHO! and when the garage finally opened ...

She didn't do nething (yet!) but act like a fool in front of my house +_______+; I still persisted in yelling at her to get baq inside and tried closing the garage on her to scare her (stupid garage sensors +.+!). Then with great timing my sisters came driving and tried to park in the garage... but freakin ashley was in the way xD! She stood in the front of the car acting like a wierdo (the asian boy probably witnessed the whole thing and was laughing his face off! who wouldn't!) SHE WAS YELLING/CHEERING LIKE A LOUD MAD WOMAN! But i did remind her that my older sister was a bad driver and that she should probably move... and she did after some car honking LOLLL! We managed to close the garage and LOCK the door w/o her noticing she forgot to scare the boy... till i reminded her saying "hey ne-chan XD u forgot to ask the guy! HAHA!" oops...

O_O she ran to the front door and opened it and I GAVE UP! It didn't turn out as bad as i thought it would've xD It went like this... (according to her perspective and mine, I couldn't c but i heared it lol!)

    She: :opens door and looks at him then says quietly to me: A-DAAAAAANG he's tall!!
    Me: LOLLLLLLL!!!
    She: :turns to him and SCREAMS!: HEY! Wanna wash my car?!
    He: :gives her a "wtf" face and shakes head no:
    She: I'll give u $10!
    He: :shakes head: $20.
    She: $30!
    He: $40!
    She: awww come on! pleeez!
    He: :smiles n laughs still shaking head no:
    She: (completely changes subject) how old R u?
    He: :says something but she can't hear him:
    She: wait wat? i can't hear u! :o!
    He: :holds up 10, then holds up 7 (fingers):
    She: wait ...  :squinches eyes w/ dumb look (LOL) trying to count from the distance: =0= wat? 17? 18?! Oh! 17!?!?! eh?!

And that's about it... o.O; LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!! We concluded he was 17... cauz I USED to know him when i was little, him and his sister both, but u know years pass and we grew apart o.O But i still remembered their names and ages sorta XD! SO yea 17 made sense lol sorry guys but I won't tell u his name XD That's his privacy!

In conclusion, ne-chan said that he's "adorable" but not her type cauz she likes her EMO guys XP! And the guy probably thinks she's on something and reminds himself to stay clear away from my house x.x; ... and this concludes my random story of the day! ^0^!

Lurv ya ne-chan XP! u ... scary person ... even u scare me sometimes >___________>! sheesh!


Sunday, July 02, 2006

Prom was awesome omggg! I luv it n miss it dearly! To my IMAC sisters out there - U WERE ALL beautiful I HEART U :o

Some Highlights:
>>arrived at 6:30pm
>got lost XD!
>>found place n waited in the freezing cold for 1 hr!
>met up w/ friends (omg everyone so pretti ^_______^)
>>entered the Universal Global Theature
>ate lotsa food :o
>>photo shots - it was so cold OMGG!
>candid photos w/ group XD!! LOL!
>>woop dancing - yes i actually danced :o!
>crowning of the prom queeennn (yay Shelley! ^0^!!!)
>>Always By My Baby// Mariah Carey beautiful ^^
>SENIOR SURPRISE!! We're awesome n.n-v
>Dance the rest of the nighttttttttt!!


Thursday, March 30, 2006

Does evil exist?

The university professor challenged his students with this question. Did God create everything that exists? A student bravely replied "Yes, he did!"

"God created everything?" the professor asked. "Yes sir", the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are, then God is evil".

The professor was quite pleased with himself and boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question professor?"

"Of course", replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?" The Professor replied "Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?" The students snickered at the young man's question. The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy,and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (- 460 degrees F) is the total absence of heat. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat.

The student continued. "Professor, does darkness exist?" The professor responded, "Of course it does". The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir. Darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present."

Finally the young man asked the professor. "Sir, does evil exist?" Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course as I have already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it Does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down. The young man's name --- Albert Einstein



A genius Albert Einstein. I commend him :o


Friday, February 03, 2006

When I'm Gone
Eminem

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Curtains closing and sounds of footsteps]



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